Today's the day when you know exactly who you are, exactly who is important, exactly where you're going, exactly what you want. Its sublime, equilibrium has been attained.
Then you forget how to go the toilet, forget what to say to anyone, forget why you go about things the way you do, then the flux, then the change, disillusionment. Now there's a semblance of the before like it was a dream away.
Civilization is like a crying child who doesn't know if its hungry, sleepy or plain cranky.
